I'm pretty happy now. I love this site. So much ability to express ones self. And I absolutely love being able to make light of my earlier self's anxieties. And also appreciate them for what they were. I don't regret having them but I'm so glad to have moved on. I feel so much more satisfied. Also, if ever given the opportunity to question yourself on a friendship? Always just assume it is the best it could ever be to stay friends. Mental relationships are so much more tangible in life than physical or categorized ones. Enjoy them. Don't let other things constrain you. :) Later Loons of the world.